Thursday, May 13, 2010

Just,
Sitting down across each other.
Chatting happily.
Teasing each other.
Gossiping, (hahah!)
Made me feel that we're back
Back in those times.
like we can talk about anything.
These were the good times and
I love these moments.
These moments have made my day. :)

Anyway! MY EXAMS ARE OVER. But stil i dont feel relieve at all. I still feel the pressure (or stress) , like i've got more to come and shouldnt be relieved. AT ALL. :/ Hmm, maybe it's the stress that i get for the anticipating results to come. Maybe deep inside, deep down, i feel utterly disgusted by myself and very disappointed at myself for not doing well, not putting my best efforts, not doing early revision and slacking half of my precious time to something worthless (in a harsh way), that's why i never felt relief(sp? - relieve??) Yeah. However, my mother made a point about myself and i totally agree. Nonetheless, i love her for still telling my bad points but still comforted me after that. \^.^/

I've got weird sleeping timings and behavoirs. I slept at 2 woke up at 5. Never had afternoon nap. And I'm still wide awake at this time! I'm surprised! Stress can cause bad break out. Like the break out on my face, like seriously!!!! WTH! LACK OF SLEEP. So disgusted by my face! I miss my pimple-less face ( or at least, less pimple face) THAN NOW?! WTFREAK. HATE MYSELF. ;( Right. I dont think i had posted in such a while.




No comments: