Alright. Today is Wednesday. O: Sooooo, the day started out fine. With Chinese. We're more of laughing. And we're not that dumb. Fyi, WE KNOW HOW TO GO MLG. -.- Oh god. But we keeeeeeep laughing. O: And, we're going to have a tea ceremony at Chinatown. Cooooooool. :D Then its maths, maths was fine. I failed my test. ]: I blame me. Then later, was history. Im very afraid. Im going to fail. I need someone to teach me history. How on earth am i supposed to understand her lesson. Everyone does. Except for me. Im failing on almost everything i do. Things isnt working out the way i thought it would be. No, everything is failing. If i dont change right now, if i dont buck up on everything im failing. Then i'd be very screwed. I got to stop being lazy. I want to die right now. :/ DIE! History doesnt make me feeel good? Its like how i felt when im was in softball. Im like a weakest. Im the dumbest. Im stupid. GS wasnt that good. Open-Book wasnt well too. English was fine. Ms Loke didnt come. Then stayed back for Napfa. And im really proud of my shuttle run. Yay. Ha. Then later, went home by 188. Had tuition at 5.30 till 7. Oh god. I need to start targeting aready. Work harder. Definitely, i dont want to be the weakest. I want to be in the middle. Average. I dont want to feel dumb/stupid. I hate myself for being lazy. I cant make someone happier. Im very mean towards people. I critisize people. Basically. Im just the dumbest. I. GOT. TO. WORK. HARDER. Physics test tmr, getting bio test back tmr, i guess. End now. Bye.

I need help. Lots of help.

Ophe/