Clever composition in the honesty, honesty

So i've been going out with my buddies and it's fun just having their company even when we dont walk around town and whatever. Simply sitting down and chat. We can talk about everything and anything. :O Well, okay. I am very bored now. I dont know what to do. :/ I wish I could read a book now. I wanna go to the library but I wont have time, not now at least. My friends are weird, they're living in the past. :O I dont know what I should do now. I am just really bored. It's too early for me to sleep and maybe i should really head to bed now. :/ It's quite cold now. My favourite shoe is very smelly now. OH GOSH. I'm going Bangkok this friday, till then see me next time. :O I want more music and i wanna read more books. Im rather particular about the books I read. Hmm. :/ I need to go back to school and thank my english teachers. Yeah. I miss studying, to be honest. I always read people's tweets and they're so hardworking. Wish I was that hardworking at the start of the year, it's too late now. :/ I wanna do maths. At this hour, I'd do maths. I study at night and i'm dying of boredom now. I confess, I dont wanna face the future. Hmm, i sound a tad too childish there, immature. I roughly know the outcome but seriously, it's too difficult to change it. :/ Well, i wouldnt know. I should really embrace the future, right? I mean, you never know what tomorrow brings. Curse you, cough. Seriously, what's up with me? :/ I think I have TB. (Yknow what's that right, doctor friends?) Hmm. I dont wanna face death either. Gosh. I have no haha in my post so far. HAHA. (There you go. ) I'm not too excited about going Bangkok, i've spent alot of money with that trip and i'm on a tight budget. I could die. Yeah yknow i feel very (nua~) now. :/ Useless. I need a job. I think i have social issues somehow. I know that. Psht, as Teresa may say, (crudely) dick phobia. (Thx, Teresa, real good friend there. Ha) You see, it's because I'm too bored right now, i dont know what I should do. Stalking my idol doesnt excite me as much already, but yet i still love him. :O Speaking of which, imma see him soon. HAHA. Kkkkk, chill, phe, chill. :O I wanna watch a movie. I'm going to Town later again. :/ Blog blog. BU LOU GE. (BLOG in chinese) Joke. Have I mention i need new songs. Hahahah. I'm being sensitive now. I have a feeling that people are talking behind my back, gossiping about me and my future and what i should have done. Anyway, i've been going to tumblr (Lx made me revive my dead tumblr blog, somehow, she 'inspired' me). Kill time. Books books= library library. I think that book shop in Far East is cool. :) Right, i think i should sleep now. Close my eyes and do the lucid dreaming thing. :O How am i gonna do that! Idk. :O I refuse to tell you my tumblr link. I dont know, nobody asked. K, i'm going crazy now. My butt aches now. Yeah, i'm gonna go and do stuffs now. Bye.