Have you ever got the feeling of being so stress that when you gotta eat, instead of swallowing it down smoothely, you force it down the what seem like a small throat?

Have you ever got the feeling of a heavy heart? Heavy heart that has a huge burden. And the large pressure. All of this piling up and up and up like never ending or end up exploding out bitter solution. Impact is never good in this house. Thick dense tension. Thick thick dense. Unspoken "hatred". Keeping it down. Control it cause of me. But you cant help yourself but ask for my opiniom. Hoping to seek some support in what you just said. Yknow, i dont want to take sides at all. I dont want to be part of it but it sticks on to you. Strings attached so tightly before. Rain and thunder, it became loose. And i dont want it untie but tightened again. Depending on the only light in the dark tunnel i can see. He must have been goin through so much with ita financial here and internal family conflict. Screw all of this effing f.

Omf. Omg. Fcking stop k!

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