You dont know.
She dont know.
They dont know.
No one knows.

I hate how I feel right now. Like I have the urge to say sorry to everyone. I cant be the one to be there for. Im impatient towards you. Im petty towards you. I hit you. I also hate the feeling, hate the thing, hate that I have to choose a decision for my subject combination. Im not good at anything. "Everyone is at least good at something" Yeah what, I neeeed someone who understands me fully. I dont even understand myself. Im so freaking useless. Thinking of such decisions can make me cry. Its like one big mistake, and you're gona die. :/ Idk what im good at. ]: Howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow?! Urgh. So many things are runnning through my head, the subject combi, my friends, my feelings. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! I dont know who to look for. ]: Distant feelings you wont know.

On a lighter note then, had a photoshop thingy, sat beside Tessa and Elmo. I freaking try to go online but i just have to forget my pw. :/ !#$%^ Then had recess and had the School Invasion thing. Quite alright, the first band who played, the lead singer was a flirt la! Hhahahaha. He got Celia up and made her dance with him and even kissed her hands. Teresa, Danielle and I were like "omgomgomgomg!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!" and screaming and screaming and screeeeeeaming. [: Hhahaha, we're like physchos! Then the next band, Cardical Avenue was better than the first one. The first one were a little softer than than the CA. Yeah, anyway, after dismissal, Danielle and I walk down pretty fast. [: So we took picture with the first band and took freebies, we all think the lead singer had a fling thing with Danielle. Just like flirted with her! Hhahhaaha, Jk. Prolly, just saw her pretty and let her in by the back door. [: So yeah.

After school, got highhhhhhh. Must be the Nokia Bus thingy. Hhahahaha. So Tm and I started being gayous and dope-py. And oh, I lend Danielle my DS. So yeah. So went Vivo and ate our pastamania, spent some time at toys r us before eating. Ate beef lagsana, and wow! 30% off! O: Shocking. Thats alot! Most of the time, it'd be just 10% for any other shops. But they're so generous! Okay, -.- . Anyway, after eating went home straight, cause Teresa got to go, Khai also need to go. If Khai got to go, Vivien got to go too. So if the both of them need to go, cause they go HarbourFront and take 963 where I also take my 188. So I got to go with them, so if all 4 of us need to go, gradually poor Tm needs to go home too. Hhahahaha,

So let's find the tallest building and scream at the streets below.

Ophe\ having awful feelings.